Sunday 16 November 2008

November 15, 2008

The day Started off fine. i was heading to Ray's house. practice the Dance routine then go to the party. Simple.

practiced from 11-2 pm, then decorated and whatnot from 2-6 pm. our 'entrance' was a bit lame, there werent a lot of people, so it wasnt exactly a good entrance!

by the time the clock hit Half 8- there were about 20 people there now.

Loads of friends and such started arriving. did the Dance routine @10.. K-closed Shirley.

then quickjly got intterrupted by people going "Ooohhhh" (childish sort of thing)

i isolated her after the party, and kissed her again.i made sure i was in control this time. lasted for about 10 secs? then i withdrew cause im alpha like that.

i had a massive DhV sign on my forehead that night. there's too many things to say really. but i had an amazing time. Shitloads of presents too. =]


Video (Snippet of the routine)

November 12, 2008

had a bad day overall. the chick i was meant to sarge, i froze up on her. Because i was stuffing my face when she walked past. and she looked like she was in a hurry.

Later on i did an approach too. got amog'ed a bit, but handled that pretty well. the Amog was one of my close friends, and after that i got busted on the things i said, e.g. powerpuff bomb, asking her name, being playful, pushing/pulling etc.

Not really pleased.

November 12 2008

Interacted a lot. nothing new. magic career is looking better than ever.

I realised earlier, that my recent degradation (if that's even a word) in terms of gaming has affected me severely. ive been talking to Planck when i realised something.

Ive achieved a lot of things, and im currently achieving a SHITLOT MORE. maybe the reason why AA fucks me up the ass is that because i dont want to ruin that 'streak' that i have built up on?

Ive got a job now, Uni stuff nearly sorted, Turning 18 soon, social life is good.

everything's all set. maybe i just dont want to risk failure again. =]


I talked to wispy too.

i asked him if it was normal for me to not want a girlfriend. he said yes. i elaborated and said that if i got one, it'd prolly be for social proof. he said something like weve all got different targets or something, idk. it was through chat.

Me wanting a girlfriend= neediness. cause i know deepdown if i get a girl right now i'll just get bored and ditch her. im not attracted enough. currently there's a couple of girls that want to bounce on my dick, but i dont really see them as attractive.

maybe its my own screening process?


Good ol' wispy.

November 10, 2008

Saw rebekka today. actually i was walking down the corridor and she was 10 steps ahead of me. the corridor was isolated, she turned round to see me and my mate talking, so she stopped her best friend (who's like attached to her hips) to say hi.

She said Hi, i just nodded to acknowledge her existance. i gave her bestfriend a hug and a kiss on the cheek though. cause the best friend is cool, and she deserves it.

Minimal contact with ToI, dont really give a shit.


on a more Darker side of things, i had Major AA today. as Planck said, i did make an excuse.

"Who sarges at 9 am?"

No one does, but that doesnt mean i shouldnt. i'll make an approach. i promise.

November 07 2008

Dont really know how to approach this chick. saw her today early in the morning, sat down with them, relaxed a bit. then i transferred seats so im sitting beside her. Her friend went

"oooh, are you gonna make a move on her now Sin?"

and i said: "nah, Not really my type." (blatant lie. >_>)

More fluff here and there, and they had to go, i told em i had to go too so i ejected and transfered myself to my friends.

Still dont know what to do considering i still planned to go cinemas with her tomorrow. havent heard from her, nor do i wanna mention it unless she does. i thought Alpha males took lead?

She dumped her boyfriend last night btw. and ive been talking to her best friend, she's quite Flirty with me, which i think is cool. but i doubt i'll bang her, specially with that psycho AFC boyfriend of hers. She said that Bekka told her i was trying to kiss her at the party- her best mate's reaction was enthusiastic. i asked how bekka's reaction was, and she said she didnt know.

I reckon that's bullshit. obviously she knows. Bekka apparantly plays hard to get.

im just gonna put her in the friends zone unless she makes an effort to talk.

thoughts?

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Nov.06 2008

Im Tired. Mentally and physically. i'll go to Town today just to chillout with friends. Still dissapointed. and i think i need to relax now anyways.

Feedback appreciated.

Remember remember, the Fifth of november.

The Night i actually struggled, Dissapointment, Blood sweat and tears. (not literally)

ToI's for the night: 3

The day started off Fine. i was wearing a black turtle neck Jacket, jeans and my Red Headphones (peacock? or just style?) Things were okay. same old same old. Magic-wise i'd say my career is looking better and better. (even though i dont plan to be a magician) Lots of performances.


anyways onto sarging:

I started performing for this group with one of my targets in it: Georgina is Lovely, she's an HB 7 with a nice body (not tight, baby fat around the right areas) i wont really go into details about the whole conversation, but there was a time when she pulled the puppy eyes on me and i told her that i'd have to rape her if she does it again.

She did it again, so i offered my hand and said "For fucks sake.. women these days. such a hassle" and dragged her to a nearest corner, pushed her againts the wall and kissed her neck. This happened again later, and i repeated the same process.

On the third repetition i said to her: If you do that, i'll kiss you. She did puppy eyes again and i leant in for a kiss. She backed away. Maybe it was because her friends were close with her boyfriend, ive no idea.


anyways, i saw Bekka afterwards, i handed out her invite to my party. (which politely says: To Bekka, sexy little gay Chavette.) she started moaning about it in a playful way. we was sort of sharing a seat cause there were bags placed on the seat- and i wanted as much kino as possible. this is already starting to look dodgy. im not really getting IoI's. She thinks im just this Fun person- nothing sexual. i was gonna change that tonight at the party.

Remember remember, the fifth of november. She'll be remembering that godforsakened day. she'll either make the biggest mistake of her life or open doors to a whole new world.

Freshers party:

The night started good. i jumped the queue to put my cloak in with my friend kasey and her girlfriend (HB 7 not my type tho) there were a few girls behind me, but they didnt attract me at all. there was this girl that was asking the girls behind me if she could just give em the money to put her cloak in- i just politely told her to "jump in." and then i screamed out "Secuuriitty!!! Queue jumper!!!" and we all had a nice laugh.

I started to get in the dance floor. i saw Nok- a Thailander Hottie. She's about HB 8. we started dancing- Grinding. for ages. i transferred myself to her lesser hot friend (but really funny) Lorna, which is an HB 6. more grinding and whatnot. i kept thinking that i'll find rebekka later, and execute BBX's move..

What is BBX's move Sin?

Earlier on i was asking about how i can manage to Kiss this Rebekka girl (solid HB 10) its not the case that im scared to make a move- its just that i can never get her isolated and her full interest on me.

BBX suggested to just go for it the first time i see her.


I danced more for a bit, then i eventually stumbled onto her. she was with her whole group of friends. one of which was complaining why she didnt get invited to my party. i took bekka's hand and tried to drag her away from her best friends in a dancing fashion- no budge, she ejected after 3 seconds.

I ejected, i said i gotta go get a drink, got a kiss on the cheek from her and ejected.

I sat down on my own- thinking how fucking hard this will be. ive no idea why i cant isolate her on her own- its not usually that hard. but what the fuck is wrong?

Screw her. i'll deal with her later.

I saw nok again, danced with her a bit, things were reallllly getting steamy, people were looking at us cause we were getting so sexual. i dont really wanna close this chick- i think she has a boyfriend, and im trying to get out of the homewrecker status. Plus, she's not really my type. the boyfriend did come- AFC, but he's one of those guys i see in college that are good to talk to. so i'd be really guilty if i made her woman cheat on him. i ejected afterwards.

Where's Georgina? there she is. Wearing a bright pink tutu under tights and a T-shirt. Kinky. Her Friend Caroline was wearing the same thing, though she's a much thinner, much lesser outgoing person than Georgina. (i'd say she's about the same level of HB as her, but caroline doesnt talk much)

I figured it'd be good to start off from where i left with her this morning. started dancing,g rinding obviously. its quite uncomfortable, seeing that she's taller than me as she's wearing high heels. its bullshit. this is one of the times where i actually hate being a short ass. but hey what the hell can i do? i cant exactly control this factor in my life. caroline kept feeling awkward, this is where i needed a fucking wingman. she kept dragging georgina away. and she doesnt seem like she wants to cheat on her boyfriend too. (ive barely spoken to her boyfriend, but i'd gladly tap georgina.)

My friend found me- Lauri. she's one of my pivots. started dancing for a bit and she proposed a competition to see how many girls i could kiss. and how many guys she could kiss in this night alone. i accepted. we danced again. after 10 mins, HB 7 Amy came up to me and said some jibberish about kissing, and she leant in for a kiss. it was just a peck. HB 8 kelly came up to me and said the same jibberish, and leant in for a kiss. another peck.

wtf? she told us afterwards that they're aving a kissing compeition. (just like me and lauri, but the difference is they're both girls)

i wouldnt count that as a K-close. no i prolly wouldnt day-game them.t hey aint LTR material. they aint slutty too. they're just not my type.

anywho, i found bekka again, and i decided i'd dance with her best friend instead of her. after 10 mins she said "Sinful, DANCE OFF!!!" and i looked over and people started clearing the dance floor. i quickly entered and Nathan (one of my mates) was busting out his moves. he ended and offered the floor to anyone- i started Gliding towards the center and Pop-locked, and i moonwalked out. the crowd went mental. this was to "Yeah" by usher. thank fuck i knew the song, otherwise i wouldve looked like an idiot. There's my massive DhV for the night.

i exited, and Amy said i was fucking amazing, yadda yadda. bekka said the same thing, i tried to isolate bekka again. Fail.

Fastforward onto later, me, georgina and caroline were sitting down on some seats overlooking the dance floor. she was tired, caroline was either bored or tired. she said "Im going onto the other room" (Which is the indie part of the club) and i said "Okay, im going to get a drink, catch ya later."

and leant in for a kiss as i ejected. She quickly gave me a peck on the lips.

that's 3. now. 3 pecks on the lips. my game is either falling down or im getting lazy.


I started moshing too. if you dont know the term, look it up. its good fun. Got elbowed in the head a couple of times, but there was a point in time where i was the only person moshing and no one else dared to enter, as if im the king of the circle. that lasted for like 20 seconds.

after a few more minutes, Found amy again: i started grinding with amy- even though she's taller than me by like a head's length. i looked over my back, and there was this guy about to rip my head off.

whoa, back the fuck off: i forgot Amy had a boyfriend, and she's in here. major AFC behaviour exhibited. i told amy im gonna get killed, so stay away from me, she said relax, cause he's been dancing with other girls too. the boyfriend kept giving me an impression that he's gonna kick my ass.

towards the end of the party (cause it ends at half 12) my favorite song came on- Closer by Neyo. i found amy again, and i found bekka too. im putting everything now: so i took her hand, spun her around and started grinding on her, she cant really grind, the hell's wrong with her? i was grinding in front of her best friend, so she wouldnt eject, but she went to her other friend after. leaving me with amy. we danced for a bit, and bekka came back. she told amy something, and amy told me she had to go. i said "cool" and kissed her in the cheek.

i asked bekka if she was going too- she said yeah, " so she moved closer for a hug, but i stood still, as the hug was over, i took my hand and sort of grabbed her chin lightly, directing her mouth to mine. she backed off the last second, so i got the edge of her lips instead. She said something afterwards, i couldnt hear- music was too loud.


Overall, it was a horrible experience failing three times. Three times? where's the third one? i originally intended to K-close my other friend's best friend. but she was too Attitude-ey. and i cant be bothered to properly game her. specially with the banging bass and loud music.


note that the interactions above werent the only ones i encountered, i was dancing with a few others too. (grindin of course) and a few of my friends. they were just irrelevant to my PU journal.


i'd rate this night a 5/10.

Sin's not a happy bunny.

November 04, 2008

There were frankly too many opened sets today, so i cant go into detail onto each one.

There's this girl in this supermarket that helps out with the self-service tills. ive been Semi-gaming her everytime i go to that supermarket (which is nearly every week)

i managed to get her myspace today, she's 19. she's LTR material.



Nice. =]


Saw bekka today too- well i think it was her. i didnt say hi or anything, walked past her in town- (it was a day off college) i looked through her and kept talking to my friend. im awaiting a text from her complaining why i didnt say hi- its bound to happen. a gut feeling.


on a sidenote tomorrow is gonna be 'freshers party' (one MAhoooosive college party) anbd im planning to K-close at least 2 ToI's. =] will post a FR of course!

-Sinful

November 03 2008

I decided today was Chav day. I went to college in a light blue tracksuit. if you dont know what a 'chav' is, kindly google it. Its a stereotype in the UK. much like the white people trying to act 'gangsta'. (no racism intended)

anyways, got opened a lot. got a lot of stares and a lot of laughs. Seriously this is hillarious i felt confident even though i looked like a right twat. LOL. apparantly i looked cute as well. haha!

anyways, if you didnt read the conversation with bekka, kindly download and read this now:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=ZHJ3U4CX


That's a conversation i had a few days from today. i saw her at the corridor but we both hand lessons. we just said hi and i just briefly explained why im wearing the tracksuit. nothing funny.

i saw her again later on when we were going home. she was on the phone, i walked up to her (as she was walking forward) and took her arm in mine (so she's sort of clinging to me) she was talking to someone, asking where she is. we stopped after 10 seconds (cause we found the girl she was looking for)

this is what went on:

Me: Sooo. you still taken?

Her: yeahh.... (in a boring monotonous tone)

Me: ahh, that's a shame, that's a shame! Anyways, as i was saying, i wanna go to the cinemas tomorrow- watching Eagle Eye, but seeing that you're taken, mmm dont think that's a good idea!

Her: mmm, ive never heard of it!

Me: its got that guy out of transformers, its gonna be wicked!

Her: Oh... (sad face) is it action?

Me: yeah it is, why? dont you like that transformers dude?

Her: oh i dont like action films..

Me: Shit, did you expect me to watch some chick flick or something?

Her: haha, no... (i start to walk away whilst still looking at her as she gets dragged in the opposite direction by her friend)

Me: im going now, see ya later.

Her: *struggles to get outta her friends' grasp*

(Hugs here+Cheek-to-cheek kiss)

Me: what in the fuck was that? a granny kiss? do it properly woman!

Her: (kissess me on the cheek)

Me: Laters!

i was wondering, if i should still ask her to come tomorrow for the film?

halloween- what a fucking Long night.

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October 30, 2008

Bekka said hi today on msn. i was quite shocked, so i decided to full on game her.

i think you can tell a few little bits of previous events just by reading the conversation.. i dont think its that long, and i dont think it drags on either. note of the time intervals as well (i think its there//


http://www.megaupload.com/?d=ZHJ3U4CX


please read it. i actually want feedback this time around, thank youu!

30th October

Yesterday was Thorpe Park. i had 3 pivots on me. Actually, 4. roaming around i wanted to sarge someone, but i felt there's no point seeing as im never gonna meet them again, and wouldhave rather spent the time with my friends.

lots of sets were opened, though no escalation. i opened sets while we were queuing. 2 hour wait for a ride isnt funny. i HAD to game.


anywho- yeah cheers biz. i still have a lot to learn though. =]

LONDON TOWN - 28th October 2008

LONDON TOWNNNNN


Today im spending the day with sarah, she's a good friend. i wouldnt tap her, but i'd get with her though. she is GF material, though i really dont see us 2 getting together.

anyways, we went to an open day in Brunel university, quite cool. lots of kino between us. She kept saying how mean i am. and annoying.

and everytime she told me one of those, i told her:

"Jeez woman, you should really stop saying that. i know i am already, its like going up to a black person and saying "You're black.." repeatedly. "

Things got a bit steamy on the way home- i'd opt for a kiss, but i really dont know if i should or not. its more of a Mind vs Dick going on. (my mind won in the end)

i shouldnt really sacrifice a REALLY good friend just for a kiss or a lay. Good friends are hard to find.