Today

i talked to sophie in the morning today, we deicded yesterday that emo hearts would be equivalent to "i love you"

She sent quite a few to me, knowing that i sent a few back.

It hurts me to see her not wearing the stuff that i gave her, like the necklace and stuff. hmm. odd. why am i still in love with her?

anyways, more on that later.

i spoke to her mum a bit, said happy birthday and stuff, we chatted for a bit, then she mentioned that she's my worst nightmare (in a joking manner)

Funny, lol. i actually like her now, lmao.

anyways, yeah i was flirting with everyone today, i got a lot of kissess in the cheek, none for the lips. i tried it on hayley, ddnt quite work. i think im gonna have to ask someone out first. i think i'll ask her out this week or next week. just to fuck her.

asking out is AFC, what the fuck am i thinking. no to asking out. just pull a move.

i also asked hayden yesterday to keep an eye out for john and sophie, like if they're getting on each other etc. i told sophie i was quite angry that she got over me quite quickly, but she said that she isnt over me yet. she's embarrassed bout what happened (her getting on him etc) and like she's lost many friends and stuff.

Serves you right, bitch.

Anyways, she said she was sorry for it as well.

she said she's avoiding the subject because she's confused.

anyways, today in college, i felt like a pimp =D bit of kino on ashleigh, u know, the works. kino on Hayley as well. im doing gooood. =D Rejected though with hayley (aimed for a kiss, well asked, fucking hell im really an AFC now)

Sidenote the day was good, i was quite cheerful knowing that i could get on anyone.


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Sorry, just had a flash of memory, that kiss i shared with sophie yesterday was so special tbh, it gives me well bad butterflies. i just had it right now, my stomach feels heavy and my knees feel weak =/

ive never kissed her like that before.

anyways yeah, she's going to celine dion today, so my plan is to make as much involvement as possible, like asking tom/luke to talk to her and stuff, so that when she hears all this emotional shit she'll be thinking of me (Y)

I hope. i hope she thinks of me and not john, lol.


if something happens i will edit this (Y)

Peace out sinful.