Great

So as from my previous post, i ddnt really feel good bout things.

i was at chafford, and i rang hope, she just got up >__> i told her to get her ass moving else im leaving.

i ended up having to walk to sainsburies, and they met up with me. took me like an hour in total, and then we walked to hope's house. that took another half hour.

as we met up they were talking to hope's nany, they ddnt seem intrested so i gamed her nan. +brownie points.

we started walking

Fucking hell the journey was soo flipping boring, i genuinely was NOT entertained at all, and was just fluffing, trying to keep the conversation flowing. i would constantly toss leaves towards hope, just for fun, and i picked up stinging nettles instead. charming, now some of my fingers on my left hand is a bit numb.

we got there, her house is well messy. we was gonna watch a film. Charming. Shrek 3.

i wanted a drink, so i walked with her, i kissed her once, then we sorta went to sit down.

we were holding hands and being snuggly and whatever, i kissed her like twice during the film, and after i kissed her for like 10 seconds.

she and sisca (her best mate) had to go cause they were gonna watch that new indiana jones film, i asked if i could get a lift from sisca's parents, etc.

Fucking hell, her parents were RUDE as fuck, if i knew any better they were pikeys. they were soo fucking arrogant, its insane. im not even gonna bother explaining, but i DISLIKE THEM with a passion now. twat.

i met up with steve later, and that sorta cheered me up.

met up with hayden afterwards as well, me and hayden just talked really.

then we met up with hayley and paris. it was allright until paris went:

"oh uve met me before, when you were with sophie, but ur not with sophie anymore, she's with jon, how do you feel now?"

"ehrm, im fine thanks." *shrugs*

wow, proper cunt for rubbing that in.

walked round with hayden for a bit afterwards, then met up with kirsty marks. told her the story, and we just basically fluffed really and talked. then she was gonna drive me home, and she forgot where she parked her car.

we eventually got there, LOL.

meh, idk. i find myself thinking bout sophie more now.

Sucks.

i'll fill ya in later if i speak to sophie.