October 18, 2008

I had a deep conversation with 8 today in the chatroom. i wasnt quite sure if i was enlightened in any way- but it didnt really sway my opinion on anything, nor did i learn anything new. overall he just asked questions, more or less trying to find my motivation factors for life.

The plan for today is to meet up with mayowa (wingmannnnn, wooh) and i havent seen him for ages.

after that, going straight to jennifer's party.

Yeah, two parties in a row.

so i got ready, got out and whatnot. and its all well and dandy. met up with mayowa, and met up with ellaina, which is one of my best friends. she's currently in a LDR-LTR (long distance relationship, long term) with someone and i wanted to meet him. he turned out to be allright. damn straight.

me and my friend just chatted a lot of shit. we didnt make any approaches, but we got a lot of eye contact. none of us were bothered that we didnt do approaches, but felt good cause we had eye contact. laziness is a key term here.

anyways, made my way to the party. got a taxi there.

i entered, and it was a bit dead. there were a lot of people sitting down. but the dance floor was open. its a house party, and the lights were on. what in the fuck? i made myway upstairs, dropped my bag and went outside.

This chick named Jamie-Leigh was there, she's been gaming me (literally) for ages now. in a third person perspective, she's the AFC that's trying to game me. i think that's quite complimentive.

They were the only potential targets there. a group of 5. Jamie, Jamie's sister, Taylor. and 3 other randomers.

the night was too eventful. i ended up doing magic for some of the people there and a bit for the girls (outside in the freezing cold)

taught Taylor how to moonwalk and glide. ended up slowdancing with her (jokingly, but i did want it to be a bit serious)

i then told taylor: "you know, if you were a bit shorter, you'd so be mine."

She mimed to be shorter than me, goddamnit why do i have to be so short?

about half an hour later, we were slow dancing on the road again, and i told her: If i was a bit taller, you'd so be mine. (see the difference? LOL)

i think it had quite an effect. not quite sure whether positive or negative.

See this is where logistics clearly fuck me over. Taylor is Prettier than Jamie, But Jamie likes me- and they're sisters. so i cant really game Taylor without jamie getting pissed off. (possibly creating some traumatic shit)

*sigh* anywho fast forward, some girl drama, etc etc. the girls noticed that i was trying to get on taylor, so i distanced myself a bit.

isolated jamie, we were in a room full of kiddies, and she was looking at a game, i took the game, put it down, told her she's black (Personal joke) and Kissed her for about 5 seconds, pulled away and told her she's black again.


there was nothing decent after that. Though the targets earlier said i was 'rude' to them, when in reality it was actually THEM that was rude to me, it was like some of them were on their periods or something. seriously, WOMEN!


oh and Jamie's allright. bit too young. im 17, she's 15. 2 year gap. i know it doesnt matter in the future, but im not really fond of younger girls nowadays. so yeah.

Taylor's 16 btw. (pic of her below)



Picture added.


anywho. ending it for now. im tired.