October 17, 2008

Logistics is clearly not in my favor.

its 8 o clock. and im walking around costco's looking for a deck of cards with my auntie and grandma. not exactly alpha, but i need cards. Needs Vs wants. im clearly late. the party started at 7:30, and im already half an hour late. Fashionably late is a choice, but i doubt i'll be there soon.

i got ready and going by 8:30. Got a bit lost on the way, dad was drivin, and we didnt know the place.

Shirley rang me up- She's HB 10- but she lacks racks. Seriously. if flat chested had a clear definition, you'd have a picture of her. she asked what time im getting there.

ooh ahh, IoI. why did she want me there anyways? sounds like im gonna get some tonight. i told her i'll be there in a bit, but dont wait for me. She said she's going to the shops. i said "cool." and hung up.

Dad drove around a bit, and i rang shirley for directions. we drove past her and i told her to raise her hand. She did, so i got out of the car and met up with Shirley, and her friend Hannah. Hannah is about twice my size and she's 'Big boned'. She's lovely and that, but it will never work.

we stood in the shops for a bit. we were all underage- i AM barely, cause i turn 18 in a month. but anyways we stood there, and i asked why the hell were standing in the cold for when were meant to be partying? she said she's waiting for Mike, her ex, cause he's gonna buy us booze.

Bullshit. at this point my respect for this chick has started to run away. half an hour has passed. and apparantly mike's in a park somewhere near where we were. I didnt know where the party was, Hannah knew- but she couldnt leave shirley, and obviously shirley was too busy going 'gaga' over mike.

i decided it'd do me good to go with them anyways, its 9 pm, and im with two girls. ditching them would make me feel bad later on. we got to the park, and as luck would turn out, there were 2 girls there that i knew from college, cause i network a lot. one of the girls there was with her boyfriend (kissing and whatnot) and i basically just talked to jess, which is one of my good friends.

Okay, i know what you're thinking now. So many female interactions, but why am i not escalating?

Why would i? i prefer to socialise and have a good time, rather than have a mindset of "FUCK FUCK FUCK ANYTHING THAT MOVES". jess is simply a friend, a good one that is, and we had a nice long chat while hannah froze her ass off and shirley talking to mike. there were a couple of people there, but nothing fancy. i constantly asked hannah if she was okay. i had a coat on, and i kept offering it to her- even though it would barely fit her. (and im not even funny, she's about twice my size.)

anyways, we got going to the party, me and hannah. and shirley following with mike and his 'gangsta crew'. (even tho mike's not invited) me and hannah both need a piss, and we talked for a bit. just fluff. nothing serious. anyways as i got there, the atmosphere was FUN, but there werent a lot of people. most were old/family. i headed straight for the bar.

the celebrant's dad owns the bar, so we can get served even if we dont have ID. i chugged down some Vodka+redbull and settled myself on a table at the back.

i eyed up the whole room. there were no potential targets. seems unlikely but there really isnt a target for me. most of the guys there were the amog's that i face in college, and the few chicks present there were those ones that i had major AA with.

i sent my dad a text asking to be picked up. i figured that the party is dead. no targets, and the people there dont seem very social. i felt out of place.

becca was there, another good friend of mine. i talked to her for a bit, then danced for a bit. i walked outside, and shirley was there. i sat down and looked at her for a good 10 seconds.

She's gorgeous. but its amazing how my perception towards her has changed overnight. i am absoloutely completely disgusted of her because of tonight.

I talked to mike's "crew" about army stuff, they were quite allright. hey, im just being social.

my dad came, and i got in the car. The party wasnt as bad as i thought it be in the beginning, i shouldve stayed. then again i couldnt let my dad down too.

Had a decent time overall. i'd rate it a 6/10. =]