Sunday, 16 November 2008

November 12 2008

Interacted a lot. nothing new. magic career is looking better than ever.

I realised earlier, that my recent degradation (if that's even a word) in terms of gaming has affected me severely. ive been talking to Planck when i realised something.

Ive achieved a lot of things, and im currently achieving a SHITLOT MORE. maybe the reason why AA fucks me up the ass is that because i dont want to ruin that 'streak' that i have built up on?

Ive got a job now, Uni stuff nearly sorted, Turning 18 soon, social life is good.

everything's all set. maybe i just dont want to risk failure again. =]


I talked to wispy too.

i asked him if it was normal for me to not want a girlfriend. he said yes. i elaborated and said that if i got one, it'd prolly be for social proof. he said something like weve all got different targets or something, idk. it was through chat.

Me wanting a girlfriend= neediness. cause i know deepdown if i get a girl right now i'll just get bored and ditch her. im not attracted enough. currently there's a couple of girls that want to bounce on my dick, but i dont really see them as attractive.

maybe its my own screening process?


Good ol' wispy.

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