Its New years eve, and im gonna go out later. I have no idea how im gonna get to the venue- nor do i know where the god forsakened place is. lets talk business.
Its been an amazing year. Just thinking about it right now gives me shivers. Lost my Virginity, Messed around with a shitlot more chicks than last year, magic as a hobby seems to improve more than a hobby, My grades are looking good, i landed a Job in a great place which pays great.
The things just keep adding up and adding up.
Lets talk about the Pre-Emptive.
You're going to a party with One.. Two.. Three. Four Pivots.
Kayleigh- Know her through rebecca
Rebecca - me and her go wayyy back in school.
Michelle - School
Sammie-Ann (Potential target) - Know her through becca
and two of your friends. well one of them.
Wingman - School
Gift. - School - But i dont like him very much. he thrashtalks a lot and is generally embarrassing. he's one of those hyperactive cheap ass'ed black bastards who think everything they do is cool and they think they can get away with it.
Im sorry, but 70% of my friends are Black, but he is possibly the most embarrassing and annoying one out of all of them. he's annoying, and i know deep down that he'll cock block. ONe way or another.
I'll get laid tonight. Blowjob the most. i dont care what state the girl is in. i'll get laid one way or another.
actually screw that, i do care what state she';s in. i dont want her drunk outta her head haha
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
December 30, 2008
I think there's something wrong with me. saw HB nikki today by accident as i got on the train. i played the arrogant role, major pulling- the bitch didnt reply back to my text, hence why im treating her like shit.
I felt somehow bad, i wasnt gaming, i was just being an ass. not a good thing.
we went to lakeside, me and CT. (Chocolate teddy) it was allright. Wingman was meant to come at 1 o clock, but the bastard took ages. i bought my totty clicker, CT contributed about 10-15 clicks, whilst i did the rest. we had a staggering 61 counts- not counting the 8-9 HB's that gave me eye contact in one way or another. (Some were using mirrors. dodgy bitches).
i dont blame CT- he's in an LTR, and he's quite happy. He probably just wasnt looking for female attention except his loved one. quite odd considering he's the biggest slut i know.
There was a time when we walked past a Cute girl- HB 8. She made eye contact with me and smiled as she walked across my path.
CT: Definitely Two clicks.
I clicked twice, mustering my brain to remember her name, she look familiar. as we walked away, i realised that i didnt know her, and it wouldve been great if i opened her.
Im not feeling too well game wise, no idea why.
I felt somehow bad, i wasnt gaming, i was just being an ass. not a good thing.
we went to lakeside, me and CT. (Chocolate teddy) it was allright. Wingman was meant to come at 1 o clock, but the bastard took ages. i bought my totty clicker, CT contributed about 10-15 clicks, whilst i did the rest. we had a staggering 61 counts- not counting the 8-9 HB's that gave me eye contact in one way or another. (Some were using mirrors. dodgy bitches).
i dont blame CT- he's in an LTR, and he's quite happy. He probably just wasnt looking for female attention except his loved one. quite odd considering he's the biggest slut i know.
There was a time when we walked past a Cute girl- HB 8. She made eye contact with me and smiled as she walked across my path.
CT: Definitely Two clicks.
I clicked twice, mustering my brain to remember her name, she look familiar. as we walked away, i realised that i didnt know her, and it wouldve been great if i opened her.
Im not feeling too well game wise, no idea why.
December 23, 2008
I bought a totty clicker (Google it) we was counting how many black people were around our area (Personal Joke, dont get offended most of the group is black. Lol)
We were in the restaurant, and i had vodka and redbull in front of me. Kirsty aint coming yet. Jade isnt responding well. i need to get some ass. i made a choice. chug the vodka in one go and go for kirsty, or sip it normally and take my chances with Jade.
I chugged it. needed ass. Kirsty's a cute blonde girl who has a car. (Nice.) not bad pair of tits, allright ass. so-so overall. the only poroblem is the 3 year lasting boyfriend.
She's cheated on him 4 times before. 4 times with me. ONly kissing though, i couldnt bear the fact to escalate.
anyways i sat next to kirsty at the cinema. i put the arm rest up so we could share the seat. sort of like a couch sort of thing. throughout the film i was fondling her breast and whatnot. just touching really. she wasnt doing anything to me, but that's prolly because we were with a lot of our mutual friends. (the whole i-care-about-my-rep thing)
bit more fluff, and she was driving. i told her to drive at the park near my house. (parents round my house, im sure there's parents round hers. and her car is too crowded.)
We sat on the jungle gym thing, and i was sitting, she was 2 inches away from my dick, and we were sort of hugging. everytime i leant in for a kiss she'd turn her head down. (subtly rejecting)
i aint gonna back down bitch. This is SIn you're talking about. i told her to carry me to the bench approximately 10 feet from our current location.
the bitch carried me. Told her to sit on my lap since the bench was wet (it really was) and i fondled with her for a bit while she sucked on my finger.
told her later on to sit beside me, so she sprawled onto my lap facing the sky and i leant in for a kiss.
Bingo. few touching here and there, and i wanted to finger her- her hand was there, almost as if she was expecting it. stopped me, and i said to myself "turn her on more, more fondling, more tongue action."
WHY LET HER SUCK YOUR FINGER SIN? OMG U AVE NO GAME.
Suck my testicle. it took a lot of effort to even get this damn far, im trusting that she'll run on emotions like what women usually do and go all the way. turns out i was wrong.
As i repositioned myself to escalate, she sat up.
her: What's the day?
Me: uhh. i dont know.
Her: shit... its tuesday isnt it? what's the day?
Me: i actually dont know. *leans in for a kiss*
Her: (backs away) No, what's the day?
at this point, im in the "Fuck this." stage where i cant be bothered. if we were in a bed i wudve kicked the bitch out of the bed and spat on her.
Her: i forgot i need to be home by 11. i need to baby sit my brother!
Bullshit. before we left the cinema i asked what she wanted to do, and she said she was free until 12.
She's officially going to be my pivot now.
We were in the restaurant, and i had vodka and redbull in front of me. Kirsty aint coming yet. Jade isnt responding well. i need to get some ass. i made a choice. chug the vodka in one go and go for kirsty, or sip it normally and take my chances with Jade.
I chugged it. needed ass. Kirsty's a cute blonde girl who has a car. (Nice.) not bad pair of tits, allright ass. so-so overall. the only poroblem is the 3 year lasting boyfriend.
She's cheated on him 4 times before. 4 times with me. ONly kissing though, i couldnt bear the fact to escalate.
anyways i sat next to kirsty at the cinema. i put the arm rest up so we could share the seat. sort of like a couch sort of thing. throughout the film i was fondling her breast and whatnot. just touching really. she wasnt doing anything to me, but that's prolly because we were with a lot of our mutual friends. (the whole i-care-about-my-rep thing)
bit more fluff, and she was driving. i told her to drive at the park near my house. (parents round my house, im sure there's parents round hers. and her car is too crowded.)
We sat on the jungle gym thing, and i was sitting, she was 2 inches away from my dick, and we were sort of hugging. everytime i leant in for a kiss she'd turn her head down. (subtly rejecting)
i aint gonna back down bitch. This is SIn you're talking about. i told her to carry me to the bench approximately 10 feet from our current location.
the bitch carried me. Told her to sit on my lap since the bench was wet (it really was) and i fondled with her for a bit while she sucked on my finger.
told her later on to sit beside me, so she sprawled onto my lap facing the sky and i leant in for a kiss.
Bingo. few touching here and there, and i wanted to finger her- her hand was there, almost as if she was expecting it. stopped me, and i said to myself "turn her on more, more fondling, more tongue action."
WHY LET HER SUCK YOUR FINGER SIN? OMG U AVE NO GAME.
Suck my testicle. it took a lot of effort to even get this damn far, im trusting that she'll run on emotions like what women usually do and go all the way. turns out i was wrong.
As i repositioned myself to escalate, she sat up.
her: What's the day?
Me: uhh. i dont know.
Her: shit... its tuesday isnt it? what's the day?
Me: i actually dont know. *leans in for a kiss*
Her: (backs away) No, what's the day?
at this point, im in the "Fuck this." stage where i cant be bothered. if we were in a bed i wudve kicked the bitch out of the bed and spat on her.
Her: i forgot i need to be home by 11. i need to baby sit my brother!
Bullshit. before we left the cinema i asked what she wanted to do, and she said she was free until 12.
She's officially going to be my pivot now.
December 20, 2008.
Saw HB nikki today, she's somewhat.. ehrm odd. she just stares at me and smiles, conversation's a bit dull. she's failed my screening test, but she's adorable.
walked past a girl, had eye contact. wanted to try something different, so i winked at her, but as i winked my other eye closed as well, so it looked like i had a nervous twitch.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
walked past a girl, had eye contact. wanted to try something different, so i winked at her, but as i winked my other eye closed as well, so it looked like i had a nervous twitch.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
December 19, 2008
Inaction is the only way to fail.
That's something that ive read a lot in these forums. someone has it in their signature, and it really stuck to my head.
the day lazed off. Xbox all day, myspace etc.
Flirting with Jess. she's about HB 8.
went to see twilight.
Major IoI's from this chick, but i was busy, going to the party instead.
i met up with 3 girls, Becca, Sammie and Rachel. They're all good friends of mine. More like pivots.
as i was about to go in the party there were two girls sitting down and completely godsmacked at me, i said out loud "This is the place? Sheesh, it aint even got music playing.. this better be good."
*notices that Hb nikki is blocking the way*
Excuse me ladies.
HB Nikki: oh sorry. wait- who are you?
Me: Me? wait, WHO are you?
HB nikki : im nikki, and you are...?
Me: You're adorable. *pinches cheeks*
Her: haha thanks!
Me: anywho, need a drink. Come on ladies. *gestures towards Pivots*
i eyed up the room, this is fucking amog Central. these are the type of guys that i despise around college.
I made a great move- i disarmed the mother hen. Literally. i disarmed the celebrant's mother.
Mother: Who the hell are you?
Me: Im Jay!
Mother: wait, how do you know Luke?
Me: i actually Dont.. i met him like 20 seconds ago. im with Becca. (Pivot)
Mother: oh becca is lovely! what drink would you like?
Me: oh dont worry bout it, i'll handle that- wait what's your name?
Mother: Jan, its Jan!
Me: Holy fuck, were practically related, My name is Jan-Michael, Shit!
*Fluff*
Ultimate mother hen disarmed.
Her husband went
Always going for the older women eh?
Me: just for tonight. =]
we started dancing. its pretty much a sausage fest. and its supervised as well. which sucks. my ToI was nowhere to be found, and we started dancing and shit.
after about half an hour, i found my ToI. the speakers were busted, so i busted out my phone and put some music on. started dancing. little dance off going on with me and one of the other guys there, he was absoloutely pathetic, and i showed him off. classic sin.
i noticed this cute petite looking at me, charming. as much as i'd love to game you, ive already got my ToI. i went in the kitchen, and as i entered this blonde gave me eye contact, so i stared back as i was walking towards her (near the fridge) and winked. She giggled and started whispering to her friends. Put more vodka+coke on my glass and went back to the dance floor.
my ToI was sitting down with her friends: (nikki is ToI)
Them: Wooooh!
Me: haha you're adorable, Hi 5!
*hi 5's*
Me: what's your name again? *kino*
Her: katie, and you're Jay arent you?
Me: shit, howdya know my name?
Nikki: yeah his name is jay!
Me: wait, what's your name again?
Nikki: Nikki!
Me: Nikki, you're adorable, im hot though- lets go outside and talk.
Nikkie: oh i cant... see she wants to talk to me *points at friend who's talking to some guy*
Me: oh really, why?
Nikki: i dont know.. but she said she has to talk to me! i'll come out and talk to you afterwards though jay!
Me: sure thing babes, come here give me a kiss.
Nikki: (kissess me on the cheeks)
Charming.
walked back to my pivots and danced for a bit.
about half an hour later, she still hasnt spoken to me. i went outside, and here's what happened:
HB-Best friend : Hey!
Me: Yo, what's goin on?
HB-BF : My friend likes you. *gestures towards HB petite*
Me: wait, what?
Hb-Bf: my friend likes you! (Hb petite starts to sort of giggle in a 'oh stop it!!' sort of thing with her friend)
Me: you dont even know me.
Drunken dude: this guy is fucking amazing, him and his magic! Shitttttttt.
Me: haha, sure sure...
Drunken Dude: listen, what's your name again? and where are u from?
Me: Jay, Basildon. Shit, you allright man? you're fucking hammered.
Drunken Dude: im allright man im allright
at this point i lost interest of the 2 chicks, and them 3 knew each other so i felt out of place and ditched.
bad move.
the rest of the night was decent. HB petite ended up hooking with this guy as she was leaving and i didnt even get a chance to isolate nikki. i had to leave, my pivots were leaving and i wudve felt well out of place. its amog fest.
at the end of the night, im here moaning my ass off in the chat room to Derek and LK (well LK aint really paying attention lol) but i number closed Nikki, which aint that bad.
Sin, Inaction is the only way to fail. next time, fucking crash and burn instead of not trying at all
That's something that ive read a lot in these forums. someone has it in their signature, and it really stuck to my head.
the day lazed off. Xbox all day, myspace etc.
Flirting with Jess. she's about HB 8.
went to see twilight.
Major IoI's from this chick, but i was busy, going to the party instead.
i met up with 3 girls, Becca, Sammie and Rachel. They're all good friends of mine. More like pivots.
as i was about to go in the party there were two girls sitting down and completely godsmacked at me, i said out loud "This is the place? Sheesh, it aint even got music playing.. this better be good."
*notices that Hb nikki is blocking the way*
Excuse me ladies.
HB Nikki: oh sorry. wait- who are you?
Me: Me? wait, WHO are you?
HB nikki : im nikki, and you are...?
Me: You're adorable. *pinches cheeks*
Her: haha thanks!
Me: anywho, need a drink. Come on ladies. *gestures towards Pivots*
i eyed up the room, this is fucking amog Central. these are the type of guys that i despise around college.
I made a great move- i disarmed the mother hen. Literally. i disarmed the celebrant's mother.
Mother: Who the hell are you?
Me: Im Jay!
Mother: wait, how do you know Luke?
Me: i actually Dont.. i met him like 20 seconds ago. im with Becca. (Pivot)
Mother: oh becca is lovely! what drink would you like?
Me: oh dont worry bout it, i'll handle that- wait what's your name?
Mother: Jan, its Jan!
Me: Holy fuck, were practically related, My name is Jan-Michael, Shit!
*Fluff*
Ultimate mother hen disarmed.
Her husband went
Always going for the older women eh?
Me: just for tonight. =]
we started dancing. its pretty much a sausage fest. and its supervised as well. which sucks. my ToI was nowhere to be found, and we started dancing and shit.
after about half an hour, i found my ToI. the speakers were busted, so i busted out my phone and put some music on. started dancing. little dance off going on with me and one of the other guys there, he was absoloutely pathetic, and i showed him off. classic sin.
i noticed this cute petite looking at me, charming. as much as i'd love to game you, ive already got my ToI. i went in the kitchen, and as i entered this blonde gave me eye contact, so i stared back as i was walking towards her (near the fridge) and winked. She giggled and started whispering to her friends. Put more vodka+coke on my glass and went back to the dance floor.
my ToI was sitting down with her friends: (nikki is ToI)
Them: Wooooh!
Me: haha you're adorable, Hi 5!
*hi 5's*
Me: what's your name again? *kino*
Her: katie, and you're Jay arent you?
Me: shit, howdya know my name?
Nikki: yeah his name is jay!
Me: wait, what's your name again?
Nikki: Nikki!
Me: Nikki, you're adorable, im hot though- lets go outside and talk.
Nikkie: oh i cant... see she wants to talk to me *points at friend who's talking to some guy*
Me: oh really, why?
Nikki: i dont know.. but she said she has to talk to me! i'll come out and talk to you afterwards though jay!
Me: sure thing babes, come here give me a kiss.
Nikki: (kissess me on the cheeks)
Charming.
walked back to my pivots and danced for a bit.
about half an hour later, she still hasnt spoken to me. i went outside, and here's what happened:
HB-Best friend : Hey!
Me: Yo, what's goin on?
HB-BF : My friend likes you. *gestures towards HB petite*
Me: wait, what?
Hb-Bf: my friend likes you! (Hb petite starts to sort of giggle in a 'oh stop it!!' sort of thing with her friend)
Me: you dont even know me.
Drunken dude: this guy is fucking amazing, him and his magic! Shitttttttt.
Me: haha, sure sure...
Drunken Dude: listen, what's your name again? and where are u from?
Me: Jay, Basildon. Shit, you allright man? you're fucking hammered.
Drunken Dude: im allright man im allright
at this point i lost interest of the 2 chicks, and them 3 knew each other so i felt out of place and ditched.
bad move.
the rest of the night was decent. HB petite ended up hooking with this guy as she was leaving and i didnt even get a chance to isolate nikki. i had to leave, my pivots were leaving and i wudve felt well out of place. its amog fest.
at the end of the night, im here moaning my ass off in the chat room to Derek and LK (well LK aint really paying attention lol) but i number closed Nikki, which aint that bad.
Sin, Inaction is the only way to fail. next time, fucking crash and burn instead of not trying at all
december 18, 2008
last day of college. im rockin the maroon shirt (open chest) with a little cross silver necklace.
Looks damn sexy. had a shitlot of IOI's and AI's, though both may be because ive been performing a shit lot of magic.
too many interactions to mention!
Looks damn sexy. had a shitlot of IOI's and AI's, though both may be because ive been performing a shit lot of magic.
too many interactions to mention!
December 16, 2008.
Yesterday i was going to class when there was this cute girl opening a present. i was curious, so i walked over and asked what she got. it was chocolates. great. there was an intresting toy there, some sort of table-miniature golf. her friend thought i was looking at HER gift, which was an orange egg. i obviously knew what it was, and it sort of made her friend look dumb.
Somewhere along this i named the cute girl opening her present 'orgasm girl' because she was telling a story bout orgasms and i entered the set.
The day started off fine. bit of flfuff here and there. i was bored in the lounge so i sat down next to zoe (Pivot?) whilst i was sharing Orgasm Girl's seat. i was lightly gaming orgasm girl and more or less paying attention to my pivot and the other people.
i got asked to do some magic, i showed the set some. intresting.
i walked off. and started gaming this chick named Lauren. she's a HB 7, with a great body and great face. her hair is a bit fucked up though. i started being sexual with her. and im getting responses. i got a few kissess on the lips, but not proper ones. just a few pecks. but they werent side kissess or whatever, they were directed to my lips, and my lips only. Nice. we were talking about sex in public, and i think i asked her to give me head a couple of times. she said something like, 'not here....Very Happy' and i think thats when the topic of sex in public happened. she told me i sound sexually frustrated and asked when was the last time i did it.
i couldnt lie. but i cudnt DLV myself. i told her the truth, but i dont think i lost value at all. it was more on my tonality/delivery.
anyways immediately after this, Orgasm girl got one of her friends to get my number. i told her friend to go get my number herself. she didnt come.
i thought she lost interest. its a bit gay. but anyways, we were at the bus, and this chick named Lorna came.
Lorna is orgasm girl's friend, she is a VERY hyperactive person with a banging personality. she carries a distinct smell which i frankly dislike. she's not ugly, but she's not good looking either. she's about HB 5. but i wudnt be surprised if she's banged a couple before. Her personality is golden.
i was with my friends and i had a 3-seater all to myself. lorna asked me if she can sit next to me, and me being a nice person said 'sure'.
she asked orgasm girl to sit next to her.
the rest is sort of Fluff. Orgasm girl talking to lorna, me talking to orgasm girl/lorna/my friends. etc.
Orgasm girl asked for my number, and so did Lorna. (wooh, i got sarged twice?)
i noticed a few imperfections on Orgasm girl. she boasts dirty blonde hair, blue eyes and a petite figure. i'd bang her. only her skin seems to peel on 'moist' areas on her face (such as the end of lips/smile and the corners where the nose is.)
its not a major turn off, but i can blame the weather for that. it has been quite harsh recently. harshly cold that is.
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Somewhere along this i named the cute girl opening her present 'orgasm girl' because she was telling a story bout orgasms and i entered the set.
The day started off fine. bit of flfuff here and there. i was bored in the lounge so i sat down next to zoe (Pivot?) whilst i was sharing Orgasm Girl's seat. i was lightly gaming orgasm girl and more or less paying attention to my pivot and the other people.
i got asked to do some magic, i showed the set some. intresting.
i walked off. and started gaming this chick named Lauren. she's a HB 7, with a great body and great face. her hair is a bit fucked up though. i started being sexual with her. and im getting responses. i got a few kissess on the lips, but not proper ones. just a few pecks. but they werent side kissess or whatever, they were directed to my lips, and my lips only. Nice. we were talking about sex in public, and i think i asked her to give me head a couple of times. she said something like, 'not here....Very Happy' and i think thats when the topic of sex in public happened. she told me i sound sexually frustrated and asked when was the last time i did it.
i couldnt lie. but i cudnt DLV myself. i told her the truth, but i dont think i lost value at all. it was more on my tonality/delivery.
anyways immediately after this, Orgasm girl got one of her friends to get my number. i told her friend to go get my number herself. she didnt come.
i thought she lost interest. its a bit gay. but anyways, we were at the bus, and this chick named Lorna came.
Lorna is orgasm girl's friend, she is a VERY hyperactive person with a banging personality. she carries a distinct smell which i frankly dislike. she's not ugly, but she's not good looking either. she's about HB 5. but i wudnt be surprised if she's banged a couple before. Her personality is golden.
i was with my friends and i had a 3-seater all to myself. lorna asked me if she can sit next to me, and me being a nice person said 'sure'.
she asked orgasm girl to sit next to her.
the rest is sort of Fluff. Orgasm girl talking to lorna, me talking to orgasm girl/lorna/my friends. etc.
Orgasm girl asked for my number, and so did Lorna. (wooh, i got sarged twice?)
i noticed a few imperfections on Orgasm girl. she boasts dirty blonde hair, blue eyes and a petite figure. i'd bang her. only her skin seems to peel on 'moist' areas on her face (such as the end of lips/smile and the corners where the nose is.)
its not a major turn off, but i can blame the weather for that. it has been quite harsh recently. harshly cold that is.
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