i woke up thinking im doing the right thing by buying flowers for sophie's mum. i troulbed over the idea of what flowers to give her, lilies or white roses? i asked the florist (which was a nice hb 8) and she said lilies would be fine. we had a bit of fluffing going on and CnF, i actually quite enjoyed that. the flowers cost 6 quid.
anyways i made my way to sophie's house. i rang the bell, and as i got there, i stood and offered my flowers.
The bitch thought i was seeing sophie behind her back.
Yeah, Blatantly. she said she ddnt want non of my "creepy crawly" stuff.
Fuck you. this is what i get for being nice. i threw it away right in front of their house, hope she remembers that.
Dick.
i walked to stanford station, and i sat down, still fuming. sarah martin and cheeks were there, and we fluffed for a bit. cudnt be arsed to game. i arrived in tilbury town and took a train to taryn's. it was a laugh straight on after that. was harrassing "Mole" and going pervy on her magazines. i said to her that it was my goal to fuck one of the models on the magazine. also Watched Scary movie, Played on the wii.(my wii fitness age is 38 lol)
then we bought booze and started the Long ass'ed trek back to the train station
met up with lalah/Jade, then ray.
jade is my new target, if ever there is no chicks available i would have to settle for this HB 8. that is my goal. i semi gamed her earlier on but wasnt full on gaming her.
started the "10 minute" walk to my house. FLuff here and there
They invaded my room. Lol. which i found quite hillarious since jade (target) got a feel of what im like.
walked to afia's. and then its party on.
party like there's no tomorrow
Slept.
partied a bit
walked home.
Lol@ Sunil (my newest asian friend)
Casual Racism is funny.
lol
ahh, amazing night.
haha
Sunday, 22 June 2008
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
Allright you needy fucking bastard
You've told her how you felt, NOW BACK THE FUCK OFF ALLRIGHT?
STOP TEXTING HER, STOP CALLING HER, STOP TEXTING HER, NO MSN, NO MYSPACE NOTHING!
unless she talks to you, otherwise keep everything fucking light hearted and stop going on bout your fucking emotions, you told her how you felt now shut the fuck up allright you stupid fucking motherfucker.
you've done what you want, now shut the fuck up!
STOP TEXTING HER, STOP CALLING HER, STOP TEXTING HER, NO MSN, NO MYSPACE NOTHING!
unless she talks to you, otherwise keep everything fucking light hearted and stop going on bout your fucking emotions, you told her how you felt now shut the fuck up allright you stupid fucking motherfucker.
you've done what you want, now shut the fuck up!
On a Stand still
Operation Cloud is on a standstill, why? Due to External factors.
What factor is that sinful?
Sophie's Grandad has passed away now (God bless his soul) and your actions are on a stale, i have no idea whether to support her or not, or talk to her or whatever.
i will send flowers this saturday, when i head to coalhouse fort.
actually, that is pending if eden goes coalhouse, cause she's gay like that, and i dont really want a midget running around trying to rave.
Update:
I sent sophie a text earlier, she was quite allright. she said she has been crying, i asked what jon did, and she said he just hugged her and wouldnt let go. then stuart hugged her and jon sort of took her away.
Clingy bastard.
here is where my emotions lie: and i need to get rid of them
You care about sophie outen.
What do you actually want out of this situation?
I want sophie to love me again. Yeah. That's it.
That's what operation cloud's all about.
Now that you've asked how she is, stop ringing her, stop texting her, stop talking to her, only talk if she talks to you
REMEMBER OPERATION CLOUD. EXTERNAL FACTORS ARE ALREADY ELIMINATED!
Let her Reflect on how fucked up her life is without me. Let her reflect.
YOu can do this sinful, just step way back. Step back.
Edit:
i just sent her this text:
Its not the right time, but i did promise you that i'd tell you when ive stopped loving you. Still havent. thats why i still care so much about you.
I acted on instinct. I can do operation cloud any day, but this is me, Sinful being on the offense. Girls that are in an emotional state are the easiest to target.
Then again, that's how i feel anyways.
What factor is that sinful?
Sophie's Grandad has passed away now (God bless his soul) and your actions are on a stale, i have no idea whether to support her or not, or talk to her or whatever.
i will send flowers this saturday, when i head to coalhouse fort.
actually, that is pending if eden goes coalhouse, cause she's gay like that, and i dont really want a midget running around trying to rave.
Update:
I sent sophie a text earlier, she was quite allright. she said she has been crying, i asked what jon did, and she said he just hugged her and wouldnt let go. then stuart hugged her and jon sort of took her away.
Clingy bastard.
here is where my emotions lie: and i need to get rid of them
You care about sophie outen.
What do you actually want out of this situation?
I want sophie to love me again. Yeah. That's it.
That's what operation cloud's all about.
Now that you've asked how she is, stop ringing her, stop texting her, stop talking to her, only talk if she talks to you
REMEMBER OPERATION CLOUD. EXTERNAL FACTORS ARE ALREADY ELIMINATED!
Let her Reflect on how fucked up her life is without me. Let her reflect.
YOu can do this sinful, just step way back. Step back.
Edit:
i just sent her this text:
Its not the right time, but i did promise you that i'd tell you when ive stopped loving you. Still havent. thats why i still care so much about you.
I acted on instinct. I can do operation cloud any day, but this is me, Sinful being on the offense. Girls that are in an emotional state are the easiest to target.
Then again, that's how i feel anyways.
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
Sunday, 15 June 2008
Rough Day
i deleted her off myspace, then blocked her off msn.
i unblocked her off msn, and texted her today saying Goodmorning and have a nice day.
what in the fuck am i doing. i cant stop thinking bout her. does it matter if she thinks of you?
Really, does it actually matter?
YES IT FUCKING DOES.
but you cant do jack shit, jackass.
Conversation with emma:
Allright, for a whole month, this is what were going to do. Avoid all contact, except msn. msn is safe, and that's just to maintain friendship. AVoid all contact. Delete his myspace. Delete his number.
Say hi only if he says hi.
Emma: but he kinda messes with my head on msn too!
Ignore.
one worded answers.
"how has your day been?"
Fine.
"do you still like me?"
No.
Do not give him an idea that you still like him. it shifts power towards him, as he's the one in the relationship.
I know what to do now:
Im jay. and i live a fucking amazing life. my mum taught me to argue whenever possible. She wanted me to be a damn lawyer. everything is logical, and everything happens for a damn reason. Fuck right off if you say you cant do anything That's fucking bullshit- cause there's alwasy something you can do Stop bullshitting yourself by telling that you dont like him/her anymore
Cause we both know you do anyways. Dont bullshit yourself, but do remember that its not gonna work out
You're his/her Ex for a reason
AVoid contact. if he initiates contact, initiate one worded answers. if you see him in person, say hi. Only if he says hi first.
Avoid eye contact. avoid any contact at all.
Emma: what shall i do if he texts me?
one worded answers. if you do not have credit, DO NOT USE YOUR MUM'S PHONE TO TEXT HIM
what if he says ' do you wanna come lakeside with me?' he normanly says that
"am i black?"
Obviously not, so there you go.
he's having trouble, and needs someone to fall back on. picture that he's falling backwards, you dont want to be the person that catches him when he falls. instead you'd want to be the person that pulls him back up. after he falls down
AVOID ALL CONTACT. initiate one worded conversations.
STOP BEING FLIRTY
STOP BEING FRIENDLY
STOP FUCKING EVERYTHING ALLRIGHT?
cause right now you're in a state, where you cant get her off your mind. what in the fuck is that all about? she isnt your damn girlfriend, she's just your ex.
She's taken and happy. get that through your goddamn head. if she isnt happy, then good for her. she chose this path, dickhead. if she is, then good for her.
stop being a mum and keep implying the whole "i told you so." thing with her, cause women run on emotions and not on logic. whoever gives them that sexual vibe will win.
we are not going to initiate any sexuality until 5th of july. until the 5th
FUCING REMEMBER THAT. UNTIL THE 5th you are not to initiate any sexual contact.
"oh Sinful, why the 5th?"
Cause the 5th is upload, and it'll be sarging Olympics. i will use her as a pivot, and if it goes more than that, then Fine.
For now, dont relax. dont step back. actually step forward and take offense. i will not tolerate any bullshit that is sent to my way. Im Jay, and im fucking amazing. it doesnt matter whot he fuck you are, i dont take bullshit from anyone.
i unblocked her off msn, and texted her today saying Goodmorning and have a nice day.
what in the fuck am i doing. i cant stop thinking bout her. does it matter if she thinks of you?
Really, does it actually matter?
YES IT FUCKING DOES.
but you cant do jack shit, jackass.
Conversation with emma:
Allright, for a whole month, this is what were going to do. Avoid all contact, except msn. msn is safe, and that's just to maintain friendship. AVoid all contact. Delete his myspace. Delete his number.
Say hi only if he says hi.
Emma: but he kinda messes with my head on msn too!
Ignore.
one worded answers.
"how has your day been?"
Fine.
"do you still like me?"
No.
Do not give him an idea that you still like him. it shifts power towards him, as he's the one in the relationship.
I know what to do now:
Im jay. and i live a fucking amazing life. my mum taught me to argue whenever possible. She wanted me to be a damn lawyer. everything is logical, and everything happens for a damn reason. Fuck right off if you say you cant do anything That's fucking bullshit- cause there's alwasy something you can do Stop bullshitting yourself by telling that you dont like him/her anymore
Cause we both know you do anyways. Dont bullshit yourself, but do remember that its not gonna work out
You're his/her Ex for a reason
AVoid contact. if he initiates contact, initiate one worded answers. if you see him in person, say hi. Only if he says hi first.
Avoid eye contact. avoid any contact at all.
Emma: what shall i do if he texts me?
one worded answers. if you do not have credit, DO NOT USE YOUR MUM'S PHONE TO TEXT HIM
what if he says ' do you wanna come lakeside with me?' he normanly says that
"am i black?"
Obviously not, so there you go.
he's having trouble, and needs someone to fall back on. picture that he's falling backwards, you dont want to be the person that catches him when he falls. instead you'd want to be the person that pulls him back up. after he falls down
AVOID ALL CONTACT. initiate one worded conversations.
STOP BEING FLIRTY
STOP BEING FRIENDLY
STOP FUCKING EVERYTHING ALLRIGHT?
cause right now you're in a state, where you cant get her off your mind. what in the fuck is that all about? she isnt your damn girlfriend, she's just your ex.
She's taken and happy. get that through your goddamn head. if she isnt happy, then good for her. she chose this path, dickhead. if she is, then good for her.
stop being a mum and keep implying the whole "i told you so." thing with her, cause women run on emotions and not on logic. whoever gives them that sexual vibe will win.
we are not going to initiate any sexuality until 5th of july. until the 5th
FUCING REMEMBER THAT. UNTIL THE 5th you are not to initiate any sexual contact.
"oh Sinful, why the 5th?"
Cause the 5th is upload, and it'll be sarging Olympics. i will use her as a pivot, and if it goes more than that, then Fine.
For now, dont relax. dont step back. actually step forward and take offense. i will not tolerate any bullshit that is sent to my way. Im Jay, and im fucking amazing. it doesnt matter whot he fuck you are, i dont take bullshit from anyone.
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
Boyfriend Destroyer- 2
Boyfriend Destroyers
by Harmless
First of all, it's important to notice how she brings up her BF:
If it's early in the sarge and she says, "I have a BF," this does NOT mean that it's time to do BF destroyers. This means that you did NOT attract her and that she could even be LYING to you because she doesn't want to talk to you. So... if you get this too soon, then you need to deal with more fundamental game issues first.
If she waits until later in the sarge and brings it up reluctantly, like, "Oh, I'm kinda seeing someone," then you know you're IN.
THE ULTIMATE BF DESTROYER:
Ignore it. Don't make an issue of it. The first time she brings up her BF, don't say anything more than, "That's cute." Just keep gaming her. You can break this rule later when you learn to calibrate.
If she brings it up again, there are a few techniques I have that work REALLY well to make take her BF out of her mind and put YOU in his place. (Well, at least make her forget about him for long enough to go home with you.)
They're all based on a few basic principles. Basically, you want to create a VOID in her life by letting her see that her BF is not fulfilling her needs. Then you show her that you are precisely her-void-shaped and fucking you would make everything alright.
Remember these principles:
First, if you BASH her boyfriend, she will get DEFENSIVE and support him. You've just anchored good feelings towards her BF and BAD feelings towards you. Bad idea. This even happens if SHE starts bashing her BF and you AGREE with her.
Second, if you try to convince her that you are better than her BF, the same thing will happen.
Third, if you talk about how awesome her BF is and exaggerate it to impossible proportions and talk about how they are destined to be together forever, this will cause her to re-evaluate her BF in YOUR TERMS... and be disappointed.
Fourth, if you talk about how horrible a BF YOU would be, and why she would never want to date you, she will start to relate that to HER experience with HER boyfriend. It's sometimes also effective if you do this ironically, telling her how WONDERFUL you would be and then describing all your horrible traits as if they were ideal.
Fifth, use future adventures projection to have her imagining the two of you together. Use this HEAVILY. I cannot stress this enough.
Sixth, fractionate between a joking, tongue-in-cheek, "I'm just kidding" tone and serious, "Is he kidding?" tone depending on how into you she is and how attached she still is to her BF.
Seventh, use false disqualifiers a LOT. Make excuses for why you can't be with her, especially ones that disqualify yourself. It helps if they are blatantly weak excuses. My favorite is that my other girls take up too much of my time as it is. Use these right after Future Adventures Projection too.
Eighth, just pretend that the words "I have a boyfriend" have NO MEANING at all to you. Continue as if she never said it.
Ninth, she is destined to be yours and you both know it. There is no element of NEEDINESS here.
Combine these principles (and others that I've forgotten, and anything IN10SE would care to add) and you can create your own BF Destroying material on the fly. Here are some routines that I've created while talking to girls:
(This is from a sarge with a SHB who is "kinda seeing" the manager of a trendy downtown club)
Me: "You're a lesbian, aren't you!"
Her: "I'm not a lesbian! But... er... I am kinda seeing someone. He's about this tall, dark hair [starts describing the manager, who I had seen her eating dinner with after the clubs closed the previous night]"
Me: "Well, it's a good thing that I like him."
Her: "Why?"
Me: "Well, because otherwise I'd just steal you from him, take you to a desert island, and spend a week drinking rum, sun-bathing, and skinny-dipping with you. [I could have gone on with the future adventures projection, but I decided not to.] But that will never happen. So, tell me, how long have you been 'kinda seeing' him?"
Her: "Oh, just a few weeks now."
Me: "Wow, you know, just from the way your eyes are all bright and your skin is glowing, I can tell that you are totally in love with this guy. In fact, I predict that a year from now, you will be happily married with 1.5 kids and a white picket fence." [said very tongue in cheek]
Her: "I don't want to get married, and I certainly don't want kids right now! I'm an independent woman!"
Me: "Of course you are. But he's just so perfect for you! I bet he buys you flowers every day you see him. I'm sure that he is always a perfect gentleman and never even LOOKS at another girl while the two of you are together." [note: I had been blatantly gaming girls all night, right in front of her, and getting #s.]
Other stuff to do and a general structure:
She mentions her BF and starts qualifying him somehow ("Oh, he's so X. I love him so much"). You use this when you start a FUTURE ADVENTURES PROJECTION:
"So I suppose that since I like him and I don't want to hurt his feelings and everything, we will have to conduct our moonlit tryst secretly. He must never know of our clandestine meetings."
Then you build up her BF with:
"You know what? It sounds like you guys are totally in love. I can totally tell that he's the PERFECT guy for you and you will ALWAYS be together. In fact, I bet he'll propose to you soon and you'll get married and have kids and live in a nice house with a white picket fence. And you know, I just couldn't live with myself if I ruined the rest of your life with him because he is your PERFECT BOYFRIEND."
Then she starts bashing her own boyfriend ("Well, sometimes he's mean to me. Blah blah blah") and you say,
"Well, if I was your boyfriend, I wouldn't be like that at all. I would call you three times a day JUST to find out where you were and what you were doing and who you were with. I would get mad if you didn't call me EVERY day because I would love you SOOOOO much. I would go out drinking with the guys every weekend so you could have your personal space to do whatever it is that girls do... I don't know, cooking and cleaning and such. Oh, and I would forget all our anniversaries and break up with you on valentines day."
So, the idea is:
She mentions the BF,
You ignore it.
She mentions him again,
You start three threads going:
One is future adventures projections of you and her having sex. But you use imagery that she can fantasize about (If you don't know, go read a romance novel) and disqualify yourself. ("Yeah, but that will never happen.") This raises buying temp.
The second is a thread that describes him as the ideal boyfriend so his faults are amplified. This is a DHV.
The third is a thread that describes you as a horrible boyfriend. You can do it ironically if you want. Basically, it's a DLV and a false-disqualifier.
In fact, these anti-BF techniques work so well that I use them all the time on girls that are single too. I just start talking about past relationships or the ideal guy, etc, etc. Or I start future adventures projections about our illicit meetings, running away from the paparazzi in LA, getting pictures of us kissing in the National Enquirer, etc, etc.
by Harmless
First of all, it's important to notice how she brings up her BF:
If it's early in the sarge and she says, "I have a BF," this does NOT mean that it's time to do BF destroyers. This means that you did NOT attract her and that she could even be LYING to you because she doesn't want to talk to you. So... if you get this too soon, then you need to deal with more fundamental game issues first.
If she waits until later in the sarge and brings it up reluctantly, like, "Oh, I'm kinda seeing someone," then you know you're IN.
THE ULTIMATE BF DESTROYER:
Ignore it. Don't make an issue of it. The first time she brings up her BF, don't say anything more than, "That's cute." Just keep gaming her. You can break this rule later when you learn to calibrate.
If she brings it up again, there are a few techniques I have that work REALLY well to make take her BF out of her mind and put YOU in his place. (Well, at least make her forget about him for long enough to go home with you.)
They're all based on a few basic principles. Basically, you want to create a VOID in her life by letting her see that her BF is not fulfilling her needs. Then you show her that you are precisely her-void-shaped and fucking you would make everything alright.
Remember these principles:
First, if you BASH her boyfriend, she will get DEFENSIVE and support him. You've just anchored good feelings towards her BF and BAD feelings towards you. Bad idea. This even happens if SHE starts bashing her BF and you AGREE with her.
Second, if you try to convince her that you are better than her BF, the same thing will happen.
Third, if you talk about how awesome her BF is and exaggerate it to impossible proportions and talk about how they are destined to be together forever, this will cause her to re-evaluate her BF in YOUR TERMS... and be disappointed.
Fourth, if you talk about how horrible a BF YOU would be, and why she would never want to date you, she will start to relate that to HER experience with HER boyfriend. It's sometimes also effective if you do this ironically, telling her how WONDERFUL you would be and then describing all your horrible traits as if they were ideal.
Fifth, use future adventures projection to have her imagining the two of you together. Use this HEAVILY. I cannot stress this enough.
Sixth, fractionate between a joking, tongue-in-cheek, "I'm just kidding" tone and serious, "Is he kidding?" tone depending on how into you she is and how attached she still is to her BF.
Seventh, use false disqualifiers a LOT. Make excuses for why you can't be with her, especially ones that disqualify yourself. It helps if they are blatantly weak excuses. My favorite is that my other girls take up too much of my time as it is. Use these right after Future Adventures Projection too.
Eighth, just pretend that the words "I have a boyfriend" have NO MEANING at all to you. Continue as if she never said it.
Ninth, she is destined to be yours and you both know it. There is no element of NEEDINESS here.
Combine these principles (and others that I've forgotten, and anything IN10SE would care to add) and you can create your own BF Destroying material on the fly. Here are some routines that I've created while talking to girls:
(This is from a sarge with a SHB who is "kinda seeing" the manager of a trendy downtown club)
Me: "You're a lesbian, aren't you!"
Her: "I'm not a lesbian! But... er... I am kinda seeing someone. He's about this tall, dark hair [starts describing the manager, who I had seen her eating dinner with after the clubs closed the previous night]"
Me: "Well, it's a good thing that I like him."
Her: "Why?"
Me: "Well, because otherwise I'd just steal you from him, take you to a desert island, and spend a week drinking rum, sun-bathing, and skinny-dipping with you. [I could have gone on with the future adventures projection, but I decided not to.] But that will never happen. So, tell me, how long have you been 'kinda seeing' him?"
Her: "Oh, just a few weeks now."
Me: "Wow, you know, just from the way your eyes are all bright and your skin is glowing, I can tell that you are totally in love with this guy. In fact, I predict that a year from now, you will be happily married with 1.5 kids and a white picket fence." [said very tongue in cheek]
Her: "I don't want to get married, and I certainly don't want kids right now! I'm an independent woman!"
Me: "Of course you are. But he's just so perfect for you! I bet he buys you flowers every day you see him. I'm sure that he is always a perfect gentleman and never even LOOKS at another girl while the two of you are together." [note: I had been blatantly gaming girls all night, right in front of her, and getting #s.]
Other stuff to do and a general structure:
She mentions her BF and starts qualifying him somehow ("Oh, he's so X. I love him so much"). You use this when you start a FUTURE ADVENTURES PROJECTION:
"So I suppose that since I like him and I don't want to hurt his feelings and everything, we will have to conduct our moonlit tryst secretly. He must never know of our clandestine meetings."
Then you build up her BF with:
"You know what? It sounds like you guys are totally in love. I can totally tell that he's the PERFECT guy for you and you will ALWAYS be together. In fact, I bet he'll propose to you soon and you'll get married and have kids and live in a nice house with a white picket fence. And you know, I just couldn't live with myself if I ruined the rest of your life with him because he is your PERFECT BOYFRIEND."
Then she starts bashing her own boyfriend ("Well, sometimes he's mean to me. Blah blah blah") and you say,
"Well, if I was your boyfriend, I wouldn't be like that at all. I would call you three times a day JUST to find out where you were and what you were doing and who you were with. I would get mad if you didn't call me EVERY day because I would love you SOOOOO much. I would go out drinking with the guys every weekend so you could have your personal space to do whatever it is that girls do... I don't know, cooking and cleaning and such. Oh, and I would forget all our anniversaries and break up with you on valentines day."
So, the idea is:
She mentions the BF,
You ignore it.
She mentions him again,
You start three threads going:
One is future adventures projections of you and her having sex. But you use imagery that she can fantasize about (If you don't know, go read a romance novel) and disqualify yourself. ("Yeah, but that will never happen.") This raises buying temp.
The second is a thread that describes him as the ideal boyfriend so his faults are amplified. This is a DHV.
The third is a thread that describes you as a horrible boyfriend. You can do it ironically if you want. Basically, it's a DLV and a false-disqualifier.
In fact, these anti-BF techniques work so well that I use them all the time on girls that are single too. I just start talking about past relationships or the ideal guy, etc, etc. Or I start future adventures projections about our illicit meetings, running away from the paparazzi in LA, getting pictures of us kissing in the National Enquirer, etc, etc.
Hmm. odd
Well i started out allright today.
i asked hayley out at like half 12. i dumped her through text at half 3.
3 hours.
because my friends kept calling her russian and shit, lol quite kills my rep really.
I met up with Kristy laing afterwards, bloody fuck is she hot. HB 9.
I'd tap that ANY DAY.
gmaing that, applying the boyfriend destroyer technique.
Anyways, i gamed the xbox live operator as well, i found her quite intresting, though she prefered not to say where she was from or where she's currently stated. she said she was from egypt before though, and she was nice enough to send me 2 xbox 360 controllers and a wireless headset.
i was light gaming sophie as well, frickin hell i just cant forget bout that damn girl.
i asked hayley out at like half 12. i dumped her through text at half 3.
3 hours.
because my friends kept calling her russian and shit, lol quite kills my rep really.
I met up with Kristy laing afterwards, bloody fuck is she hot. HB 9.
I'd tap that ANY DAY.
gmaing that, applying the boyfriend destroyer technique.
Anyways, i gamed the xbox live operator as well, i found her quite intresting, though she prefered not to say where she was from or where she's currently stated. she said she was from egypt before though, and she was nice enough to send me 2 xbox 360 controllers and a wireless headset.
i was light gaming sophie as well, frickin hell i just cant forget bout that damn girl.
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