Come on come on, its called a U-turn

Pay no attention to that title, its just the current song that's playing and i havent heard it in ages lol.

ive bene thinking bout sophie a lot recently-

what have i been doing exactly?

ive been pushing away from her since last week exactly. we havent had a full blown conversation that hasnt turned into an argument.

apparantly 2 days ago She said to barnaby that i kissed hope on our little spot.

wow, that mustv ehurt like fuck.

im gonna go apologise today. consequently, 2 days ago she was majorly upset and stuff she said she kept her promise when she said she'll love me forever.

im just gonna buy her a caramel frappuccino with blended creme to make up for it. or maybe some oreos as well. i'll tell her to shove it down jon's mouth.

Lol. i will actually say that. see her reaction. im tempted to faint kiss her- though i dont think it'll be appropriate.

my targets are gonna be all over the lake today- GREAT.


i dont know- im not gonna fall back into her arms or anything, but i at least want her to acknowledge the fact that i still care.

i think i went too far with the whole "pushing away" aspect of the cat string theory.

time for the pull. then i'll push away again by backing off.


anyways - meeting luke instead of rebecca- cause rebecca's grounded.

Still gaming holly

and on that note, im off. talk soon Sinn.